I think life is a journey to find humanity. We are born with life, but that doesn’t mean we’ve got humanity. And everybody has their idea of what humanity looks like, but honestly, I don’t think we know the half of it. – Me
What’s tipped me over the edge today? What’s thrown me off kilter and spun me into a depressive oblivion? Life and Humanity. Hold on to your seats readers, this is a dark and stormy ride ahead.
We have it all wrong readers. There’s a fundamental problems with our current state of mind. We believe that life gives us some idea of how to live it. We believe consciousness gives us some ability to know. We believe that there is some essence of being a human that we just naturally possess because we stand on two feet and call ourselves human. But I have come to believe that, that is untrue. Just because we have life does not mean we have humanity. And it certainly does not mean we as humans know what humanity is. I wish it were true that we were born with a beacon of knowledge, compassion, altruism, community, and love. But we are not.
I come to realize that life is that journey to finding that humanity we believe we ought to have. The problem is, everybody seems to think they know what humanity looks like. In some places, humanity looks like this:
In others, it looks like this:
In others, it looks like this:
In others, it looks like this:
Yes, my choice of images is purposeful and knowingly slanted. But what it shows is that life comes with many humanities. We constantly struggle to find the right way to live, and we’ve come to a point in our history where the choices we are making in the world to feed our lives is compromising what it means to be human.
If being human is going beyond the reach of excess and greed – 5000 ft deep, to be exact, beyond the reach of humanity into the molten core of the earth where 60,000 barrels of the earth’s deep dark crud now bleeds every day – then I ask, what humanity have we chosen?
If we believe it is our government’s responsibility to fix the mistakes of large corporations, what humanity have we chosen?
To the rioters today in Toronto. I ask you this. Your anger against the establishment is understandable. I am at a loss for what we have let happen with the domination of the “Economy”, but in reflection of how you choose to act in protest, what kind of humanity have you written for yourself through violence?
I ask a similar question to the CEO’s of large corporations, when they give the green light to drill 5000 ft into the earth, what humanity they have written for themselves through their actions?
Some times, I think we try so hard to live life that we forget our journey to finding humanity – that is to finding how to be human. Just because we have the ability to rationalize, to think, to remember, to learn, to love, to befriend, to commune, to build, doesn’t mean we find it, practice it, and hone it for the better.
This is a personal reflection. 500 words can not possibly express the extent or nuances of being human. And I may not be right. In fact, I’m certain, I’m wrong on very many points. But I have a life to live and a humanity to hone. This is but one tiny exercise in finding it.